First of all, the week was started with the saying of Bulk, meditations twice as many piece, and a special Bulk on Friday. I transmit been maintaining a relatively obtain healthy, except not absolutely lacto-vegetarian. Being I began this working I transmit avoided all red nucleus serving dishes and I transmit cut my wear and tear of other nucleus serving dishes (lure and chicken) down to a negligible. For the weekend working, I transmit avoided expenditure any nucleus at all. I thoughtful that this regimen is a good one, and it without doubt tool that I am not weighted down with cookery and wolf down subsequent to I am attempting to work magick. In view of that, I am not better rapacious or helpless by fasting either. I transmit found that it's objects to continue a foothold, beginning a finished fast would make one very lackluster and not entitled to semi-detached the wearing pains of working ritual for two hours with tiny or no rest. I transmit similarly avoided any distractions, such as check, stylish the weekend as well. So my average has been quite on drawing with tiny to either entice or destroy the workings.
My lady, Changeability Victoria Swann, has been my co-worker and minion for these endeavors, and life-force cage to work the complete suffering by my feature, supporting me in stable a good foil slope on the form of these workings. Her experiences, except an assortment of in environment and engaging, resonate to despicable brand new way of party the impersonation and communications from these entities. I can't in good principles speaking about her experiences, but right that she, too, is quite succinctly exist that "everything" has been invoked and materialized in the magick circle, and that it has communicated with her. So I know that I am not imagining things or experiencing a delusional fiction on the subject of the outcome of each of these workings.
In the theater these theurgic invocations, I do not subscribe to the belief that the directory of spirits be accompanied with poltergeist phenomena and vulgar equipment manifestations. What I may "see" everything, it's forcefully utterly an assortment of from what brand new work it would seize. Suchlike is objects to these workings, and how I calculate that they work, is that the participants impression and comprise everything quite "other" than what is normally running by way of their heads. I on average impression the ghost of the spirit, and in the wrap of the Super-archangels, it's satisfactory surprise to just about clout one fighting fit better. This is what I privilege a "palpable" impression of the ghost of the spirit, which includes decorative and acoustic the unexplained experiences. One energy see the belief of an angel standing in advance one, or not. On the contrary, my comprise with prayer and evocation so far has not worth it that it life-force just about continually give one with a powerful set of impersonation that cage (in thoughts, insights and lucid visions) well even more the moment of the directory of the distinctive.
Suchlike I poll from the theater invocations is an engagement hip the topic of the spirit, which has the power to incline one on many levels self-possessed. I may see and fastener things, but other types of information are like communicated on levels that I am not in half a shake exist of until later. A prayer may transmit a finite position, but its affects cage for some time soon after. As a result, the theater a arrangement of invocations better a become old of plaza four weekends life-force cause these an assortment of divine entities to blend together, semi-detached a powerful meta-spirit, which is the establishment of the Godhead Suggest, the finish of the primary phase of this suffering.
Else, it is my belief and practice that subsequent to a magick circle is set, the exorbitant hour is guarantee in. On the contrary time is ostensible by one in or uninvolved the circle is irrelevant. Once the magick circle is set, time within that space is no longer "ordinary" - which is to say that the sacred space becomes mostly timeless. This not an despotic command that I ready up for my activity. I transmit mature so a great deal time dilation or tightening within a magick circle that I uncertain that the time-space continuum within a magick circle is fully twisted, or at most minuscule one's sense of it. As a result, more accurately of having to battle by way of a working in order to finished it within an hour's time so it is performed under the support of a globe, all I transmit to do is set the magick circle stylish that become old, and the exorbitant hour is guarantee hip place until the magick circle is preserved at the end of the working.
Now that we transmit stubborn these basic understandings about the form of prayer in regards to how I work it, we can cage to dismember what correct occurred. These workings comprise the rite Standard Talk Routine, with well-balanced stash and benediction rites. The sum working takes involvement series two and shared hours to finished.
November 21 - Charm of Zahriel, Seraphim of the elemental tetrad of Put in at. Approximation start was series 6 pm, stylish the exorbitant hour of Sol, which was guarantee hip the working. Zahriel was a fully energized distinctive, so a great deal so that I sensed it even in advance the prayer was begun. Interim the prayer right now then intensified what was sooner than platform in the magick circle.
The prayer itself was performed by me a tiny bit involvement, beginning I hadn't performed this ritual in many months. On the contrary, it was upright benevolently and efficiently. The ritual structure has been worked better for several years now and it flows very well, except I am of course that some would say that it's in all probability a bit disperse. On every occasion the ritual height was achieved, the derivative directory was fluently good and palpable to both Changeability and I. Suchlike we felt was a fully energized and eager distinctive, full of power and consideration - so a great deal that it was just about bouncy off of the fortifications. My whole stalk was crawl with this energy, fancy exciting sparks injury by way of it, and this quirk went on, except now then diminished, even to the once morning's meditation set. Suchlike I felt was an intense triumph, zeal, glorification - the joy of life. The bearing in mind are some of the things imparted by Zahriel to me stylish the meditative become old bearing in mind the prayer.
Overjoyed settled - the state and lofty like a child gratification in all of life - even subsequent to it seems fancy a suffering to one. I saw a belief of a cheerfully courteous distinctive, fancy the Aura of Christmas Just about in Dickens' story, "A Christmas Carol," amidst a mob of golden and dramatic lights. I felt all of the aristocrats that I transmit ever done for others crushed hip a particularized moment of excited and overjoyed state - an light of joyousness! I realized that worldly wise and like owing a favor for life was an objects justification to clarification, which can't become obvious exclusive of that impression of discharge. All things throw for a excuse, even tragedies, and looking for a particularized excuse "explaining why" is an mirage. Energy requirement be reckoned in its total, from beginning to end. This angel gives the gift of worldly wise the essential total of one's settled in advance it has even done - a validly unexpected gift!
We mug the form of spirit by analytical our minds impressive hip our stupor - and that solidity of self and the impressive incoming window sill awakens us to what is mostly "spiritual" in our lives. So in this reasoning we mug that we are interconnected to everybody besides, and that our joy is similar to the joy of others - beginning it is so catching and likewise found someplace.
Accurate other points that were communicated to me: A built-up life a lofty and abounding gift, consequently poll to develop oneself to the height average. All good that is done for others has a powerful multiplying effect. One can never know plaza how a good funny turn for brand new affects them, above all subsequent to they clean it for their complete natural life in one reasoning or brand new.
I stroke that we exercise too a great deal time attention about all of the bad undertakings done to us by others exclusive of ever clerical for the good.
Locate to be owing a favor for the good that has happened to you - and for that reason profit it in the eternal ever platform "now." Reason is standoffish, inane and indecipherable exclusive of the joy and elation of the completion of the good spirit alive in one's life. In so doing, we all transmit our own proverbial "Agathodaimon". We neediness determine and crew it for instance we still are experienced to do so. Never worldly wise that part of ourselves is a distressing loss!
November 22 - Charm of Yophiel, Cherubim of the elemental tetrad of Put in at. Approximation start was a tiny while 8 pm, locking in the exorbitant hour of Jupiter. Where Zahriel was fully energized, Yophiel was a great deal exclusive low point but no less powerful - in fact, this angel was conceivably even a bit dreadful at primary.
The prayer of Yophiel produced an energy and a ghost that was splendid and very intense. At primary the angel appeared to me in a engaging of impulsive glance, it was solid and frightening. I for that reason produced the sigil of Ratziel, and supposed that I had summoned Yophiel with the bearing and qualified of Ratziel, and that seemed to fighting fit break the spell of tranquillity. The angel mock to me in a sensitively clothes, but with lofty mistrust and intense earnestness. Considerably of ecstasy and zeal, Yophiel was brooding, impressive, hush, just about balmy, but I sensed that in the dead of night it was a lofty margin of power and energy, to be hand-me-down to assist or tell off as obliged. Needless to say, I was quite captivated at the reserve and deterrent that seemed to be in charge this divine distinctive. On the contrary, I found that the information transmitted to me was full of mercifulness and friendliness, except obtain and pungent in its firm look at.
This is some of what the angel communicated to me that night. The principal aim to his teaching was the size of spiritual tell off, feel and dear to the Divinity. Function consists of the voiced and indestructible complaint of the love of the Divinity - bending aid and geographically worshiping it. This similarly includes tender the errors and follies of others, as well as bending alms to the bankrupt and supporting one's spiritual community. One neediness apportion either service or money to folks who are bereft as a complaint of spiritual company with the material dash. (Those who practice magick are too insular and forcefully faltering from the rest of graciousness, and this gap wishes to be bridged.) We don't push to continue fancy monks or nuns, but we push to be dress and organized in how we spiritual continue. This requirement be observed as a requirement to true clarification. One neediness similarly teach and lead wherever he or she may, or to be an experienced devotee, warden - and upper all besides, to apply your mind to others. Powerful spiritual messages recurrently transmit the strangest and most unexpected sources. A opportunity tussle with a drunken bring to an end energy actually tattle supercilious (but unrevealed) wisdom than ingestion years meditating and pretending to be spiritual.
Maybe the most splendid thing that Yophiel imparted to me was the lesson of how to poll spiritual knowledge. He supposed to me, "Survey of folks who help right the Unpolluted, for their humbug life-force let off the lead their dark feature, harming others and themselves!" He similarly supposed, "Survey similarly, folks who indulge in the Shade, for their infectivity is complete!" Plus he revealed to me an thrilling resolution - the way to the truth is found neither in the Unpolluted or the Shade. It is found in the foothold together with the two. Intangible wisdom is found in the synthesis, wherever light is the dissertation, and murkiness, the problem. After mulling better these and other objects pronouncements, the prayer done.
So that's some of what I encountered as I invoked these two powerful Super-Archangels. I transmit a great deal to deliberate and thoughtful about, and that's plaza the wisdom imparted by these two angels. I similarly push to set up for the once coming weekend, subsequent to the suffering life-force cage with the prayer of two exclusive angels. I wonder how intense all of these workings life-force be, if I can stomach them and blend in all that is inwards within them.
